Where Do We Go From Here

Yesterday was an OK day but I was still hoping for some kind of contact from the EX.  However, there was nothing.  I'm no longer disappointed but I do want to be surprised one day.  I did and do wonder what he did and with whom.  I'm assuming his boss (the one that is in love with him and would love to get his hands on him--the one that I wouldn't be surprised if the EX did decide to date because he felt that no one else will want him and this guy has basically taken over my "job" as the boyfriend like lending him the work van to get around, picking him up to and from work, paying for his meals and more, spending almost all his time with him---basically making the EX not really take any responsibility for himself--BUT I digress) but I've stopped assuming (most of the time :) when it comes to him but I don't know and why drive myself nuts (or more nuts).  I had five friends over last night and I made a lasagna for the first time.  It turned out pretty good and a good time had by all.

I did receive an email from a guy that...well...things didn't work out a while ago because basically he was the EX all over again and I wasn't willing to compromise or try to see it his way because I did that last time and look where it got me.  He is a really good guy but needs to grow up and realized what is really important before it is too late (the EX realized way too late what is really important and now has to deal with it---fortunately or unfortunately) and I wasn't going there with him.  Nothing really happened with this boy but the potential was so there but he needs to grow up.  All to say that his email yesterday was good and sweet but I felt nothing for him but do wish him all the best.

NOW, I'm not going to say much but there's potential this weekend to meet someone.  He is a friend of a friend and all to say that he's mother hot and older.  On verra but I still have no expectations because even though I do want to get to know this dirty guy, I need to put the past more away then I currently do have tucked away.  However, if things go well---more will be written.

Also, I SO had the chance to drive by the EX's boss' place today and his work around the time that he is done work but I made a conscious effort in not doing it.  I'm on a streak here and don't want to end it yet.

Good thoughts people--that is what I need right now.