Sunday, February 17, 2008

When The World Has Dealt Its Cards

I realized today at the gym that it was 3 months ago that my world literally fell apart and that everything I thought to be true in regards to my EX and our relationship was false. I will never be the same after this and will carry the scars forever---how can one not. Safe to say that the gym workout did have tears and wasn't one of my best ones.

Just as I was walking to the change room as song came on that made me cry like I haven't in a really long times. Sobs and all. I quickly grab my gym stuff and left and wept in the car.

This song is the one of two that the EX said to me that we could play on our wedding day. I still can't listen to it but it suprised me at the gym and now I took it off my Ipod.


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