Like The Corners Of My Mind

To cut to the chase---it was a great time!!  Easy, comfortable, exciting and something that I need.  I met this guy a short while ago and he came down to visit this weekend and it is something that I wish that I could of had with the EX right off the bat.  I'm not going to compare the two because that isn't the point.  This guy is something that I need.  It is really simple and way too comfortable. Things should always be like that and maybe that is what scares me.  Of course it is all the honeymoon stage where things are all beautiful flowers, puppies and the warm sun and that is what it is.  The conversation always flows and isn't a struggle or one sided.  He genuinely asks questions and looks forward to my answers and follows them up with questions or insight. He's a lot more philosophical than I am and he makes me see things in ways that I normally wouldn't see. It challenges me and I love that.

Yes, he's good looking and a body that everyone hates because we die with envy and wish we had it when we see it.   It helps but that isn't what I want or looking for as I had a beautiful body before with the EX---I need someone that really wants to know me and is interested in getting to know me.  I like feeling that he directs and initiates conversations and it isn't always me.  I'm totally scared and intrigued with him.  Yes, we will see each other again and we will both see what happens.  Regardless of what happens in the future, I want to remember these beginning moments as special times because at the end of the day---one wants to smile back at special moments and fondly remember them for a really long time to come because that is what memories are made of.