"Maybe that's what it comes down to. Love, not a surge of passion but as a choice to commit to something, to someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations that stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year--says more about love than never having a choice to make at all."
Emily Giffin from Love The One You're With
Friday, July 11, 2008
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Do You Have A First Aid Kit Handy?
I was at the gym 2 days ago and this girL that I know only at the gym and by saying Hi to her came up to me while I was in the middle of a set and said--why do you look sad? I just said--I have a few things on my mind.
I didn't think that I was sad or that I looked sad but I am lately. Odd when a semi-stranger says that to you. The feelings of "what happens now" is in my mind. I think of the Ex, the current guy(s) that I have around me and enjoy the company and those who I met but are too far away to get to know well. The potential is there for me to be happy but I just can't seem to get there. Unresolved issues--perhaps--not having time to really...I mean really know...and think of what I want for myself and my future.
Frankly, I find it to scary to look at at this moment. I just don't want to go there as I feel that I need to resolve things from the past before I move on.
How long will it take?
Will they ever get resolved?
I didn't think that I was sad or that I looked sad but I am lately. Odd when a semi-stranger says that to you. The feelings of "what happens now" is in my mind. I think of the Ex, the current guy(s) that I have around me and enjoy the company and those who I met but are too far away to get to know well. The potential is there for me to be happy but I just can't seem to get there. Unresolved issues--perhaps--not having time to really...I mean really know...and think of what I want for myself and my future.
Frankly, I find it to scary to look at at this moment. I just don't want to go there as I feel that I need to resolve things from the past before I move on.
How long will it take?
Will they ever get resolved?
Monday, July 7, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008
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