I was at the gym 2 days ago and this girL that I know only at the gym and by saying Hi to her came up to me while I was in the middle of a set and said--why do you look sad? I just said--I have a few things on my mind.
I didn't think that I was sad or that I looked sad but I am lately. Odd when a semi-stranger says that to you. The feelings of "what happens now" is in my mind. I think of the Ex, the current guy(s) that I have around me and enjoy the company and those who I met but are too far away to get to know well. The potential is there for me to be happy but I just can't seem to get there. Unresolved issues--perhaps--not having time to really...I mean really know...and think of what I want for myself and my future.
Frankly, I find it to scary to look at at this moment. I just don't want to go there as I feel that I need to resolve things from the past before I move on.
How long will it take?
Will they ever get resolved?
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