In Toronto last Weekend, my best friend M was away and I decided to go down and stay at his condo. I have made several new friends in Toronto since the break-up and stepped out of the box and went out with one and his friends. I've only known Emerie for about one month---not even and we connect. He's a great and beautiful (inside and out) guy so we made plans to get together and have a few drinks. That we did and he introduced me to several new people. All really nice guys and friendly. I did have anxiety before I went out because I ALWAYS expect the other shoe to drop when I go out and meet people that they will know about the EX's X-rated past and possibly have slept with him when we were together. I had to seriously calm myself down and breath and do self talk because I was alone and no one was there to help me. It was so hard but I managed and told Emerie about it and he assured me that none of his friends had slept with the EX but couldn't guarantee me that they didn't know bout his past. That helped a lot.
We went to 3 different places and ended up at Woody's around 1am or so. I got propositioned for a 3some with this mother hot couple but that is NOT what I need--plus they get around. Chatted up with a gorgeous dentist---37---own practice---5"8---170lbs---tight tight tight---something you'd see from an A&F catalogue. We exchanged numbers but we'll see---you know how that whole number thing goes ? On the way out, this bartender that I've flirted with in the past---both the EX and I thought he was hot---tattoo on him, built, compact, dark features--stopped me and told me to call him next time I'm in town. He kissed me hard and well---it was good but he's a bartender at Woody's----we know about Bartenders---they are like flight attendants---the EX was a bartender---need I say more. However, this one is too HOT not to at least get to know. NO EXPECTATIONS AT ALL--seriously!!!
OK so the interesting part is in the morning after Emerie and I had Breakfast (he just showed up out of the blue with Starbucks and wanted to go to breakfast---how sweet and great is that---I know what most of you are thinking---CPL---what about him? However, there's a story there to be written later---just think 6 degrees of separation) I decided to go back to Starbucks and get a Chai Latte for the drive back. While in Starbucks this guy--40 (it is about time I meet older men and not 20 year olds)---5"7--180lbs built--shaved head, scruff on the face and dirty-looking with a hat on--smiled at me. I smiled back and he just came up to me in line and introduced himself. His accent was so thick that I knew he spoke French and decided to speak French with him. He was blown away that I could speak it so well. He invited me to go and sit with him and..........I DID!!! Remember out of the box!!! He even paid for my Chai Latte. We talked talked talked for over 3 hours and even went to get a bite to eat after Starbucks. We have tones in common as we have the same type of job, same morals code, have good hearts, French speaking and at the end of the day---we are the good guys that everybody claims to want but not sure they do when they have them because they want to get fucked by fat ugly men with big dicks and ruin there life for a 20 minute fuck in the bath house in a sling---BUT I digress :) Sorry about the tangent!!!
After supper, he came back to my friends condo and we spoke some more and got to know another. You have NO idea how it is great to NOT have to drag information from someone about their thoughts, their day and their past (especially when they are hiding information). It was beyond wonderful to feel that someone really cares and took time to actually listen and ask pertinent questions about what I'm talking about. What a change to something that I got used to and should of NEVER gotten accustomed to--NEVER AGAIN!!! We will communicate in the near future and we'll see what happens. No expectations-no obligations-no stress
Now, some of you may say---CPL it is too early for that but you know what---it doesn't hurt to get to know someone who is genuine, beautiful and a talker---it isn't. Point finale!!!
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