Nevertheless, I feel different this last week. Probably since my trip to New York City. Like I previously said, I starting to think things like---do you really want this or what is the point of this? I'm not going with things because it makes me feel better for the time being and puts a band aid on my problems and issues. Following my gut is good.
Having said that, the EX emailed me a few days ago tell me where he is at and because he doesn't express how he feels very often or to anyone--I welcome it. I've always wished him the best and want him so much to be the great man that I know he can be. It may sound weird but getting information from him makes me breath better and takes a load off me. I can't forget the past or forgive him right now but maybe in time and with a lot of soul searching I will. I'll get there and so will he.
Hopefully, before the cherries start falling off the tree. Think is the metaphor that I'll right at that time :)
These are actual pictures of my cherry tree taken today:
1 comment:
It's amusing how we enjoy hearing from past lovers. There's a little tingle or something comforting going on.
Nice pics. Are they fragrant?
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