Tonight was tough.
I'm ecstatic to say that after 3 visits, over 7 hours of immense and searing pain---my tattoo is finally done!!! This has been a process but it is done but my life seems to always revolve somehow-someway around the EX. I knew he got a tattoo (his last name on his forearm) and so did his boss (cross on his upper arm/shoulder) but when you are told that they were comforting one another and patting each other during it--it doesn't help. Luckily my friend Kas was with me and changed the subject very quickly and saw the tears form up in my eyes. No one meant any harm by saying this but the knife wound that went through my heart was more painful than all the 7 hours of pain that it took to finish my tattoo.
Kinda of telling that this journey started with me seeing the EX at the tattoo parlor at the beginning of my tattoo (see March 10 posting) and that he was brought up at the end of it.
Someone has to either be telling me something or playing a real cruel joke on me.
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