Friday, March 28, 2008

Will I Be Wearing These Scars Forever?

I watch "Enchantement" today at school and of course it had me in tears. It is such a cute story and you can't help but believe in it. That is why I have a hard time letting the EX go because I believe in happily ever after and that love conquers all. It that really that bad of a thing?

I'm following my gut a lot more lately and I've stopped a few things before they get out of hand and start more things in hope they do get out of hand. One thing that I ended with a guy that I was talking to in Toronto because my gut didn't feel it and because I'M NOT READY FOR A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. He is such a great guy, very smart, thoughtful and mother hot but it isn't there for me. He also shows signs of being too involved too quickly and that puts my flags up. I am now trusting my flags and need to pay attention to them early on as they are sign to what is yet to come. Things may change in the future but as of now , it is better if I just take it easy with things as it is what I need.

However, I do wonder if the right person came along if I go for the relationship or is the EX and the issues I have withholding me from being a relationship?

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