I was away this weekend to visit my friend Andrew and like always we had a great time. He said something to me that made me realize something that I already knew. He said "Can't we ever have a conversation that isn't deep?" That is so true between us as we analyze (sometimes maybe too much) things happening in our life and try to make head or tails of things. I wouldn't have it any other way as I believe in feeling pain or joy to the max and I'd rather live in the trenches then live on the surface. Nevertheless, without him I could of never ever made it through these almost last 6 months. He is what a best friend is non-judgemental, honest, loving and selfless. What else could I want.
I did see that guy--Ernie--that I had a date with last week and he is super nice and makes me feel great about myself and the way that I look. Very hard to do as I do have a complex about my looks including body. Again, a great guy who i enjoy spending time with. HE does possess many qualities and issues that the EX has/had but I don't mind. The thing for me is it to NOT fall back into the pattern of taking care of him and making him like himself and dealing solving problems that only he can solve. So far so good.
As for the EX...there's a story there but I'm not ready to talk or write about it. Nothing bad at all. In fact, I believe very good for both of us.
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